I feel like my entire life has been turned upside down in the course of a few hours. I thought she’d be… better than that? I don’t know.
I finally meet my sister and she’s… a complete bitch. I looked up to her for so long, ever since I was a child and first heard of her from my parents. I became a druid because of her. I wanted to be like her, to protect and revere nature like her, and now… now I don’t want to be anything like her.
This monster that she sealed inside of me is disgusting. There are times when I feel like I’m about to be sick because of the feeling of it inside me; there’s times that I have been sick. I haven’t had recurring nightmares in years, but now I find myself waking up in the middle of night with visions of decay and rot. And every time I turn into an animal now, the animal looks like it’s rotting!
How could she do this? To anyone, let alone her own sister?
I hope I never see her again. I don’t need any more reminders of what she’s done. I already have a constant one sealed inside of me.